The Mischief Crying
// I can't hold myself in the palm of my hand //
// I am selfish, I want to keep your son for myself //
// I am once again littered with little infections //
// I can't resist the open wound //
// Why can't somebody else bring me in from the rain? //
// Why should I wear my own coat? //
// My body drops the dying things like leaves //
// We are all our friend's mothers //
// For all I desire to be, I am ugly //
// I rue the day I fled the nest //
// My body drops the dying things like fledgling feathers //
// I leave the landing light on all night //
// I am full of hatred //
// I resent the friends who did not believe me //
// And why must we raise such ungrateful sons? //
// And why must we answer for their fathers sins? //
// I am suspicious. I am bitter. I am starved //
// My throat is an open wound //
// Why am I the magpie? //
// Why must I be capable of feral deeds?
I do not want to think of all I would do for my spite //
// I am disgusted by my own sentimental ways //
// The first note of a song I loved before I loved you
still reduces me to tears //
// If I sit at this kitchen table all night
will you come downstairs to comfort me? //
// I would deceive you everyday, I am a woman //
// I am treacherous, sore and miserable //
// I am a thief conspiring against you, won't you let me
stay the night? //
// I am not pretty when I cry //
// My throat is an open wound. //
// There is horror in every moment I have known
since I misplaced my girlhood //
// I know exactly where I left it //
// My body drops the dying things like fledgling feathers //
// Why can't somebody else bring me in from the
rain?//
// We are all our friend's mothers //
// Why can't somebody else bring us in from the
rain? //