Don Edward Walicek

is a poet and linguist who writes about precarity, belonging, U.S. imperialism, and related topics. His poetry has appeared in The Wild Word; Califragile, A Literary Journal of Climate and Social Justice; and New Feathers Anthology. His academic publications include the co-edited volume Guantánamo and American Empire; the Humanities Respond. A former Fulbright Scholar and ACLS Fellow, he is a professor at the University of Puerto Rico at Río Piedras and currently serves as editor of the Caribbean studies journal Sargasso. 

 

On The Back Patio at Midnight 

 

I tell my dear friends
 

hope is like a blindfold,
 

that my partner & I put it on,  

that for seven years it fit us  

like it was our second skin  

as we dreamed hand and hand
 

until an early March evening  

when I awoke alone 

sleepless & hopeful in the tropics.  

 

Beneath their wooden trellis,  

one of them says I’m family.  

We drink chilled red wine 

& talk of recent wars,  

80’s music, & hurricanes.  

Soft sprinkling raindrops  

cool my cheeks
& slide 

right down my back as if  

water’s peace already knows me.  

 

I tell my dear friends
 

that when hope comes back  

smiling, promising
 

to clean things up,
 

I must force it into a box
 

store it high on a shelf,  

sweep
its dust to the wind,  

&
listen . . . as my bare bones
speak  

back through the bathroom mirror.  

 

Their five-year-old son  

pulls me by my thumb  

into the starlit garden  

just steps away. He points up  

above our heads, smiling.  

I exhale slowly:  

The massive grape vine  

above us rests proud in the light—  

twisted, knotted, almost leafless.